Crow + the Poet
Jar of Light
Mary Szibist's "In Tennessee I Found a Firefly"
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Mary Szibist's "In Tennessee I Found a Firefly"

On creature struggle

Morning! I’m back in Tennessee visiting with my mom. Out my window, a hill and on the hill, some cows. That reminds of me of the lines, “And I passed a cow and the cow was brown / And my pajamas clung to me like a shroud” in Nick Cave’s “Hallelujah,” except my cows are black, not brown.

The poem I’m reading today, by Mary Szibist, is about seeing a spider capture a firefly in the grass in Tennessee. I think the real energy of this poem is these lines:

When I am tired of being human, I try to remember
          the two stuck together like burrs. I try to place them   
central in my mind where everything else must
          surround them, must see the burr and the barb of them.   

There’s a meditative quality to watching this sort of violent, but fully natural and fully in-the-moment scene.

But my favorite line is, “I suppose / there are grips from which even angels cannot fly.”

We can’t escape what we are.

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